today I find myself elated, joyous even, and for the silliest of reasons. Guy cancelled on me. This boy-guy chose some other girl over me, not that I blame him, i'm kinda bitchy. But back to me... Now after him bailing on me, I'm exuberant and really amped, because I don't have to kiss him ever again (or count ceiling tiles while he finishes). You may ask why didn't end this thing sooner if I didn't like him, well you try being single at an all girls school where every girl has someone,(or several someones). Despite my strength and ability to find worth in other things (than relationships), my resolve got a little weak. And sure on some level I might have thought less of him for not being as smart as me(god that's stuck up), but he wanted me...or at least he did for about a second.
I guess I'm more old fashioned than I thought. Hooking up with someone is not nearly as fun as being in a relationship. That statement even to me sounds so "square" but in truth I don't think so. Because if you like the person, you get attached and then one wants more and the other doesn't or you don't have anything in common with the other person and you feel nothing for them.
It's shite all the way around I think...But I'll tell you later if that is true or not...
In other news I have pictures of my Dog!!! that I would show you but my computer is having issues...someing about ED for computers or whatever...
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